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falsafi shodam :D

migam akhe in che vaz'eeye ... sholoogh tarin jaaye daneshgaah oon otaghie ke bayad beri o karnameye englisi sefaresh bedi .... ke hameye adam hayee ke be nazar e ba'zi ha raftaneshoon mohem ke nis hichi behtar ham hast oonja ha mipelekan ... khodaya hame mirim ... mirim ke dars bekhoonim are in khoobe ... ghabool ... ama ba'desh ... ba'desh maale koja eem ha? khodaya vaghe'an mantegheto nemifahmam .... shayad ham asan be to rabti nadare ...are nadare ...adat kardim tahe har chi begim khodaya ... baba khodemoonim ....taghsire khodemoone .... hishki chizi saremoon nemiare , oon bichare ham neshaste oon bala ma ro niga mikone .. ya dare mikhande ... ya ham az ta'job nemidoone chi kar kone .... baba ye kam kashki fekr mikardim....

haminjoori

delam mikhad benevisam ... yani inghad vaghte azad dashte basham ke beshinam kolli chizayee ke too kalame ro benevisam ... alan dashtam ye kami az sokhanranie khatami roo goosh midadam ye ja eshtebahi goft ke ma hadafemoon ine ke azadi ro mahar konim , mikhast bege nahaadine konim ... be nazaram hamooni ke aval goft behtar bood ..... khob yasaman khanoom emrooz tamrinasho ta hadde ziadi neveshte farda ham mikhad sobhe zood paa she o bere park e mellat bodo e ! ( age naram mostahaghe fohsham ) ... kheili tanbal shodam in rooza bayad ye kam zendegimo monazam konam ! .... dige khabare jadidi nis ! ta ba'd ghorboone hamegi ....

A Miracle

emrooz ye khabar shenidam ke natoonestam be baghie ham nagam ... man vaghti madrese miraftam ye ostadi dashtim ke behemoon riazi dars midadan vase olympiad ... in aghaye Dr kheili doost dashtanie .... zemnan ba maman e man ham hamkaar bood o hast .... khabari ke migam dar morede madareshoone , madare ostadam nabina bood... az avale zendegish va madarzaad nabina bood .... ye modat pish cheshmesh aab morvarid mishe o dr mige bayad amal koni avalesh migan khob chera cheshmi ke nemibine ro amal konim ama kholase tasmim migiran ke amalesh konan ! va hala in adam dar sene 72 saalegi mibine !!!! yeho mibine ! bavaretoon mishe ? khodaya to dige ki hassi !!!

midoonam hatman hamaton filmesho didin ama khob be nazare man ke be baz ham didan miarze .... vaghe'an naabeghast .... kheili .... rasti jom'e bood dars ham mishod khoond ama haalesho nadashtam .... ba maman o baba mese ghadima karaye ma'mooli kardam .... delam barashoon tang mishe .... mikham in rooza kheili bebinameshoon .... vaghe'an aziztar az maman o baba ham chizi afaride shode ? hichi o bishtar az shoma ha nemikham .... :)

ye emtehane sefr !!!

emrooz ye emtehan dadam ke avalin tajrobeye hamchin halati bood ! mitoonam begam bishtare bargam khaalie ! yani mifahmidam bayad chi kar konam ama hich formuli yadam nabood .... khob mohem nis ... dare tamoom mishe in daneshkadeye maskhare ... :) .... vaay oonayee ke midoonan SOP chie mifahman ke age adam dare SOP minevise cheghad a'saabesh khoord mishe :) ...... kholase oza badak nis bayad ye kam adam zehnesho moratab kone faghat .... ye dooshe aab e garm ... ye shir ghahve .... ba'd bepari o karato list koni bebini chichi moonde !

:)

rooze khoobi bood , kolli az karayee ke bayad mikardam anjaam dadam albate baz ham yeki az ostada dodaram kard ! nemidoonam chera age ma ha ye bar dir konim ya ye kari ro anjam nadim in hame zamin be asemoon dookhte mishe ama khode ostada vase vaghte ma hich arzeshi ghaa'el nisan !be har haal engar karaye apply kardanam dare miofte roo ghaltak ... nemidoonam chi mishe belakhare o man saale dige ro dar kodoom goosheye donya gharare begzaroonam .... inam vase khodesh hayajani dare ha !rasti man hichi Mashin II balad nisam ! vaay aslan haal e emtehan nadaram ! kash 3 shanbe barf biad hame ja ta'til beshe na ? :D

jom'e

:D !! emrooz ba'd az 3 hate ye jom'e khoone boodam o koli khabidam o ye lotfi ham kardam o dor o baram o jam joor nemoodam ! ta betoonam khodamo too in otagh peida konam ! rasti ye so'al daram ke 23 saale kasi javab nadade mishe begin vaghti gharare shab too takhtemoon bekhabim chera bayad sobh ba oon hame kar o khab aloodegi moratabesh konim ? merci !

kheili zood migzare ....

khob .... emrooz 26 e aban bood ... kheili zood migzare....kheili ..... nemidoonam vaghe'an vaghti 40 saalam beshe chejoori be alan ke 23 saalame negah mikonam ... hatman migam engar hamin dirooz bood ..... khodaya man ke bavaram nemishe .... rasti rasti hameye zendegi haminjoore ? .... engar kam kam bayad delam o be on yek sevomi ke too khab migzare del khosh konam ... har chand tazegiha ke be 1/10 reside vase man ....

nemidoonam valla

vaghe'an chera injoorie ... chera adam ha behet ejaze nemidan rahat bashi ... post e ghablimo paak kardam chon comment e jalbe toosh behem reside bood ... nemidoonam az ki bood ... ama vaghti ye nafar khodesh mikhad ke bi esm bashe chera hata bayad behesh fekr kard .... mikham az in be ba'd bishtar benevisam shayad adam ha ham dige gir haye ajib o gharib nadan ... behar haal in nis bogzarad ...

خيلي وقته !

آره ! خوب هم کار داشتم هم حال نداشتم ! مسخره است ها وقتي فکر مي کني الان ديگه اوضاع رديفه باز هم خودتو درگير يه چيزي مي کني ! آخرش هم من عاقل نمي شم ! مي دونم ! الان هنوز سر کارم آهنگ هاي قشنگ گوش مي دم و کمي هم کار مي کنم .... خوبه ... اما نمي دونم چي داره ميشه ! يه جورايي حسم مي گه دارم کجکي مي رم ! خدايا من که گيجم لطفن تو بپا !!!!!

خيلي وقته !

نخ !

امروز هيچي کلاس نرفتم !!!! خيلي خوبه وقتي نميري ديگه هيچ کدوم رو نري ! به هر حال نمي دونم واقعا" اينکه خوش باشي به خودت مربوطه فقط ؟ واقعا" بقيه چقدر موثرن ؟ انگار دنيا پر نخ ! همه چي به همه چي وصله !آدم از همه طرف کشيده مي شه ! نه که بد باشه ها اصلن خودت هم به اين نخ ها بندي اگه نباشن مي افتي ! ولي خوب نتيجه اش ميشه اينکه ................ به هر حال همينه بابا سخت نگير !

يه روز جديد

سلام! چه خبرا ! امروز مي تونه جالب باشه ! يعني من مي خوام که باشه ! شايد هيچ دليلي هم نداره اما از اين اوضاع خسته شدم ! مي خوام بخندم ! بعدا" باز هم مي نويسم !

emruz ham class dashtam o ham bayad miraftam sare kaar ... galoom ham ke dard mikone .... kholase ghooze bala ghooz .... vali khob oza khoob bood ba inke akharaye class e yeki az ostada ro kheili be zoor tahamol kardam tasmim gereftam daneshjooye khubi basham o sare class am bemoonam... akhe zeshte jelo bache haaye 2 saal koochiktar 2 dar bazi dar aram !
in term ham ajab termi shode .... man hame kaar daram mikonam .... ham mikham beram oon vara ! ham ye joorayee delam mikhad inja basham ! ... vaghe'an hich fekr kardin chera mamlekate ma bayad ye joori bashe ke hame bekhan beran ! aslan ki gharare bemoone dige .... kholase dige man ke balad nistam az entekhabat e america o natayeje jadid e pishbini ha benevisam haminjoori harfaye khodamo migam ... khoob bashin ... :)

Concert

hey ! I love a lovely night !!! with hearing lots of beautiful songs .... Farhad Farkhreddini and Alireza Ghorbani .. i like both of them and i'm waiting for tomorrow night to see them ... iranian music always bring peace to me , i hope it would do it again ...

تنهايي

اين هم فارسي اين قدر همه بهم گفتن که فارسي بنويسم که تسليم شدم

بد جوريم حالم افتضاحه نميدونم حتا حال نوشتن ندارم دارم خودم رو مجبور مي کنم که فقط يه چي بگم

نمي دونم خدا چي فکر کرد که ما ها رو اينجوري آ فريد چرا ما نبايد بتونيم تنهايي رو تحمل کنيم چرا هميشه نياز منديم به يکي .... که فقط باشه ...... که " درک" کنه !!!!! بابا اصلن اگه هيچ کس درکمون نکنه هيچ کس نفهمه چي مي گيم چي مي شه ؟؟؟؟؟

مي خوام ياد بگيرم به کسي نياز نداشته باشم !!!!!! کمکم کن !!!!! عجب تناقضي

i never know the title !

yep ! when you are empty you must say I AM EMPTY !!!!!!!!!!!!1 like the previous post ! also now i'm still empty but i'm telling it by words !
hey do you drink ? no thanks i don't ! .... what is it in your point of view ?

Hey ... i wanna know what's the aim ... to write or to be read ? ... i don't know why am i writing here instead of in my little notebook ... oh my dear notebook ... i've really missed you .... you know not much has passed since those time ... at then my biggest dream was to become a writer ... a poet ... oh such a big dream .... now i think it wouldn't worth a paper ! so i try this keyboard instead mf my pencil ... my beloved friend of those days ! .... no the point is to write not to be read .... i'm sure .....

New Template !

this is the best black !!!! i love it ... it never ends .... hey God i'm sure you are black ..... deep and deep ... hey i love writing here ! specially because no one knows about it to criticize me ! i will write more and more .. i'm busy these days ...working and thinking .... thinking about something very very important !

Class ...

marizi ham bad dardie ! be khosoos vaghti aslan vaght nadari ! .... emruz ham class naraftam ! daram aadat mikonam ke dige class ha ro naram :D .... az kar kardan bishtar az danesh gah khosham miad albate midunam faghat be khatere jadid boodaneshe ha ! chon har chi ro ke behesh aadat mikoni ba'd mishini o migi : hey kash on ghadima bood ke miraftim daneshgah o hey classa ro dodar mikardim .... vaghe'an bahar ham ajibe ha ... hamash hasrat mikhore .... kheili maskharast vaghe'an balad nistim too al'an zendegi konim ... kashki khatere ha nabood .... na ?

doost !

vaghe'an hich fekr kardin age doostatoon naboodan chi mishod nemidoonam .... man ke mimordam !
adam ha ba baghie ma'ni peida mikonan yani ye joorayee kamel mishan ........... gahi vaghti nemidooni aslan hassi ya nissi ! yeki miad o ba boodanesh behet mige ke hassi ! ... yani faghat chon oon hast va to barash ma'ni dari pas vojood dari !
doos daram begam delam vasatoon tang shode .... doostayee ke nemibinameshun ... har kodoom ye tarafe donya .... khodaya in che hekmatie akhe .... mikhametun .... ama midunam chon delam baratun tang mishe hatman hassin !

va mohem ine .....

cheers to all my dear friends .... all around the world

zaman ....

engar akharesh ham adam delesh mikhad be zaboone khodesh harf bezane .... skahte bekhay hessato be ye zaboone dige begi ... emruz hamash vaght dir migzasht har kar kardam 4:30 beshe ke az sherkat biam biroon nashod ... akharesh ham 2 amadam biroon didam dige nemitoonam akhe hich kas nabood ... khodemoonim adam vase kar kardan vaghe'an ehtiaj be vojoode raees dare ha !
be har haal bayad kam kam aadat konam ....

shajarian !

vaghti ye joorayee hasti .... ye kam ghati ... ye kam del gerefte .... nemidoonam kholase sare haal nissi dige ! ... kheili keif dare yeki biad o behet pishnahad bede ke barat ahange shajarian bezare va to begi ke mikhay in ahang o goosh bedi

Baz mi amad o rokhsare bar afrookhte bood
ta koja baz del e ghamzade e sookhte bood .....

khodaya ... hasti ? merci ....

at work

it's a bit boring ... but it's good for me to be busy ... shame on me ! i just wanna be busy ! nothing more ! hey where am i .... i'm waiting always be waiting ! for a big nothing !

GOD

it's been a long time .... it's been a life .... i will never forgive myself ..... hey god do you hear me ? are you still there ? hey do you really live there ? or it's a big lie ? hey i need you ...... show me ... show me that you are alive .... you are big .... and you can do more than me .....

don't know

i really don't know what am i going to write down here ..... i'm just creating it not by my mind by a force not known from where ... maybe because of my soul which loves writing ... maybe to have a diary which i've never had ... it will grow up by itself and me as a mother will be a witness ....
i will write more ....

this is a new one ... i'm not sure it lasts but i'm just begining a new job ....